Jun 4, 2008

mixed nuts

after being quarantined in a dormitory for the board exam, i am home. i arrived hours ago.

i missed, i miss a lot...

for almost 2 months, i missed going outside. i missed having coffee with my friends, bar-hopping: sipping cocktails, and meeting new people; shopping and just doing nothing.

for 2 months, i have learned to adapt a lifestyle not close to mine. i have learned so much, i discovered things anew.

the lifestyle i lived for 2 months, i now miss. i miss the bell when food is being served. i miss the noisy, crazy shower rooms and of course, the people i lived with. i miss waking up to early morning mass, i miss closing the day with a rosary. i miss walking around the dorm's halls and seeing colleagues studying until the wee hours of the morning. i miss everything about my dorm life. miss it, miss it, miss it.

although the agony in waiting for the board exam results has just begun, i am still preoccuppied with the thought of claiming independence. i am still not prepared for an independent life; i'm not prepared to pay bills, to pay for my lifestyle, to pay for what i need and want. at this point, i don't know where to start. i don't know where i'll go from here, teehee.

dream, dream, dream. that's what i'm going to do, i think...dream, dream big.


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