Mar 10, 2009

whew!

tonight, i am on cloud nine. just finished my thesis proposal hearing hours ago and i totally love it! yay! my wallet was uberly scratched, it might need complete damage repair. there's still a very long and winding road to tackle ahead. my will and my wallet will be further put to a test. but what the heck, at least i came and conquered this part of the quest. i started this game and i will, I WILL, finish this at exacty the right time this should be completed.

my soul and my entire being is afloat. i am beyond words at this founding glory. really. i mean, who the hell would expect that i'd get out of the damn hell-hole of the criss-crossed shenanigan i came from? who? wala. no one would, as to be kind enough, think that i'd be capable as to make the first part of a thesis, let alone its entirety. i, myself, didn't even.

i can not believe i did it. i have run out of words to describe what i'm feeling right now. my disposition at the moment is somewhere between the three E's: ease, euphoria and ecstasy.haayyy. this is so freeing.

here is a bulletin my sister posted. obviously enough, it came from the same family of the tags. but, because tonight i seem to be perpetually cheery, i am reposting it with my answers in the hopes of infecting people with my current state of being. hope it will make you smile :)


What was the first thing you thought about when you woke up?
** another day has come..thank you and help me LORD :)
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What did you do last night?
** making the powerpoint presentation for my proposal hearing, eating ice cream and spaghetti, playing poker and trying to read my manuscript :)
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What is the most important part of your life?
** GOD. family. friends. everyday miracles.
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What would you rather be doing right now?
** buy and read the books i've been dying to sink my teeth into :)
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What did you last cry over?
** the fucking unfortunate turn-out of a class requirement.
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What is your next day off and how are you going to spend it?
** you mean WHEN, hehehe...well, it's going to be tomorrow until friday. i would really love to buy and read my coveted books, shop and play (and win) poker :)
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What always makes you feel better when you are upset?
** contemplate in a far away place. chillax alone. write and pray. read a paulo coelho. take a very warm and relaxing bath. eat comfort foods. shop. wander around, again, alone.
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What is the most important thing you look for in a significant other?
** the uncanny ability to make me wonder what his thoughts are --- otherwise known as mystery.
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What are you worried about?
** a lot of consequential things
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9 Have You Evers:
9. Have you ever liked someone else while you had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
** YES.
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8. Have you ever had your heart broken?
** in terms of what? but whatever it is, i get my heart broken over sensical and nonsensical things, hehehehe :)
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7. Have you ever been out of the country?
** :)
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6. Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
** YES.
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5. Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend?
** yep
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4. Have you ever had the cops called on you?
** nope
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3. Have you ever dated someone younger than you?
** no and no way
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2. Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
** ABSOLUTELY. i've read most of my books within 24 hours.
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1. Have you ever got a speeding ticket?
** nope. i don't even drive haha
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8 Whos:
8. Who was the last person you saw?
** errol and sherwin
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7. Who was the last person you kissed?
** elle, beso beso :)
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6. Who was the last person you texted?
** elle again hehehe
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5. Who was the last person to call you?
** mum and pops
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4. Who is the last person you freaked out on?
**
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3. Who did you last hug?
** can't remember :)
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2. Who did you go with to your 1st school dance?
** either giovanni, eddierez or kevin
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1. Who is your best friend?
** loida haha :p
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7 Whens:
7. When was your last shower?
** this mornin
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6. When did you last see your mom or dad?
** approximately 2 weeks ago :)
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5. When was the last time you danced?
** just this mornin :) haha
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4. When did you get married, or when do you want to?
* haha. no plans ;p
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3. When was the last time you cried?
** the morning of the freakin' seminar, while channeling out my angst to loida and some of my classmates
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2. When did you last go to the movies and with whom?
** twilight (third time) at ormoc with loida ;p
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1. When did you last take a vacation and where?
** mini vaca at ormoc
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6 Wheres:
6. Where do your grandparents live?
** leyte
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5. Where did you last hang out?
** the university's graduate school office
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4. Where is your favorite place to be?
** no favorite
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3. Where did you sleep last night?
** my room
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2. Where would you like to move?
** my own place ;p
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1. Where were you when Princess Diana died?
** in the classroom. first grade i think. it was then carissa garcia-codilla, now carissa aznar-beane who delivered the news to me :)
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5 Do/Does:
5. Do you like someone right now?
** haha. yeah. my EDUARD, not EDWARD.
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4. Do you like your vehicle?
** yeah. super.
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D0 you ever wish you were someone else?
** sometimes, hehehe. loida knows ;p
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2. Do you have nightmares?
**
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1. Does the future scare you?
** sometimes it does unexplicable bizarre things to my conscious
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4 Whys:
4. Why are you best friends with your best friend?
** we have the same wavelength i think :)
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3. Why did you get a MySpace?
** aira and loida invited me hehehe ;p
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2. Why did your parents give you the name you have?
** my birthday dictated the decision :p
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1. Why are you doing this survey?
** im bored and uberly decided to spread my current state
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3 Ifs:
3. If you could have one superpower, what would it be?
** read minds
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2. If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?
** haven't thought of that actually
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1. If you were stranded on a deserted island and could bring one thing what would it be?
** only one thing? come on...
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2 Would You Evers:
2. Would you ever get back together with your ex?
** IDRK :)
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1. Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love?
** sorry nah...
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1 Last Question:
1. Are you happy with your life right now?
** YUP :)

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have a wonderful night everyone!