Feb 19, 2010

A boring update

It's very obvious that I have failed to update this blog, and it has occurred to me that I do so even if I am not in the mood to write. Yes, I'm having a very long writers block slash writing break. So anyway ...

I feel that my mind is rotting away because of my lack of reading these past few months. I know I need a new book, but every time I go the bookshop, there's nothing that could somehow feed the intellectual hunger I am suffering from. I've read a few books, but most them were fiction with nothing much to ponder on and exchange opinions with with friends.

Is it me or are bookstores just overflowing with too much fiction and non-fiction leisure books these days? Yes, I do think some non-fiction books are not that meaty, I don't know why. I can't seem to find any interesting titles these days. Or maybe I should go out next week to check if there's anything that could catch my fancy.

In a matter of days, my sister and the rest of the University Debating team, and a few significant others, are traveling to debate for Nationals; they call the whole event PRISAA, though I don't know what it stands for. I would've loved to come, too bad I can't, teehee.

Yesterday afternoon was my teaching demo for the Graduate School. My panel said I was good and that I'm okay for teaching. But what I was really looking for was the exact phrase, "You're hired". A friend who was given a few teaching loads recently, said that was it --- I'm hired. And one of the panel told me that the office will just call me for my load. So, it does mean I'm hired, right? I'm still a little confused (boohoo); because as I said, I was looking for the "You're hired" dialogue and all that. So now I'm praying that I'll be given my first teaching load soon.

I think I need a new environment. The normalcy of daily living has become monotonous.

Feb 12, 2010

Remember Me

On March 12, I want to rush off to the theater with my friends and watch this movie.


Feb 9, 2010

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Good things have happened for the past couple of days. I want to blog about them, I really do. But because I am not feeling very well at the moment, maybe some other time, soon. But I promise to share those with you.

I'm feeling really out of sorts right now, and I don't know why. Although I want to explain it, I find it hard to do so. It's quite a mix of emotions. I feel irritated, annoyed, and depressed; at the same time, there's this sense of gloom with a strong hint of being in a limbo. Again, I don't know exactly why I feel this way.

I hope all this comes to an end because it's quite exhilarating.